I miss them.

I miss the times I could hop on a train to London, go to Wembley and see the boys at fountain studios.

I miss the times I would queue up through the night for a wristband for a signing.

I miss the times Zayn would take the piss out of me for having the strongest Yorkshire accent.

I miss the times Liam would walk over to me and give me the biggest bear hug.

I miss the time of screaming so loud I might as well invest in replacement lungs at tour.

I miss awkward lift moments in hotels.

I miss seeing all my girls constantly and having the best nights/weekends of my life.

I miss Lou being a proper joker and signing my books with weird names.

I miss Niall taking the piss out of my inbetweeners car.

I miss Harry’s pathetic attempts at trying to do a Geordie accent.

I miss having good old chinwags with Zayn about random situations.

I miss Liam giving me his dougnuts cos I hadn’t had chance to eat.

I miss Niall messing about on stage playing games with my camera on stage.

I miss everything about seeing the boys :(

Don’t usually talk about all this but feeling very sentimental tonight, about how huge they have become and how little people like me may not have any of these oppurtunites again. I’m so grateful for all or any time I got to spend with the boys, they really are amazing and deserve everything they get or have gotten so far. I just pray I get a few more chances to see Harry’s cheesy smile, hear Niall’s stupid laugh or have Liam make my day again and just tell them how proud I am of everything they’ve accomplished. I’m not getting any younger and my 1D days will be coming to an end soon as I finish Uni and try find a job and a life, but they will always be in my heart and be one of the biggest parts of my life and I’m so grateful :) and always will be.

:)

When I was 5 years old, my mum always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment and I told them they didn’t understand life.

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WHY DID I NOT GO TO THE AIRPORT TODAY, I’M SO STUPID.